Others have written lots, perhaps even entire books, about the emotional experience one endures when a wild animal accepts you into its presence. It’s truly a feeling like no other. For at any moment, either one of those bulls could have taken no more than a few full strides, crossed the creek, climbed the bank and charged its antlers through me, or at the very least, fled to the other direction. Had I been holding a rifle, maybe they would’ve. Instead, we went about our own. The bulls clashed antlers a few times, shoving one another back and forth before pausing for more shrub consuming. I laid there in awe, freezing cold and alone, sporting a smile bigger and brighter than the sun. It was simply beautiful. A dream. Fifty minutes or so elapsed before the moose loped away ever so freely into the woods to bed down. By then my frozen fingers and snow-covered camera lens were glad it was quitting time.
If I were an author, and maybe someday I will be, I would pencil in a chapter about this particular day, and these particular moose. Experiences like this, and I am creating quite the list, mold me as a being. Although part of me wishes I was not human, and that I was oblivious to the damage and destruction we have left this planet and its perfectly evolved ecosystems to deal with, the greater fraction of me is glad that I am. For if I can’t someday muster up the written words and photographs necessary to make a noticeable difference, I can at the very least advocate for the components necessary to have moments like these.
Wild places, wild animals.